dropping things, I can't focus at all. Simple problems have me
completely struggling. I couldn't even figure out a routine problem
this morning. I haven't really gotten into a deep sleep all week, just
superficial stage-1 sleep, and I'm deprived. I feel like hammered shit,
literally. It's anxiety I guess, I don't know. I keep dozing in and
out of consciousness sitting at my desk. At times I don't even realize
my eyes are closed. It's bad.